It still feels so surreal typing out the title of this post. I can’t believe we are expecting to have a little sweet pea around August 27th!! It’s about to be some #MacKayMadness up in here.
Mom? Me? Man oh man, so many emotions filled my heart the night that we found out we were having a little baby. December 22nd was the night that we found out and it will be a night I will always remember. When Justin and I saw those two pink lines, my first thought was, “HOW DID THIS HAPPEN!?” My second thought was, “OH MY GOSH.” And my third thought was, “WHAT DO WE DO NOW!?” Not going to lie, we were balls of emotion – scared, terrified, excited…scared. There were lots of tears (happy, sad and holy moly I’m going to be a mom and dad tears), but when I finally let it sink in and got a chance to thank God for choosing us to be parents, that brought so much peace and joy to my heart. The parts of being scared and terrified slowly started to fade away and I began to believe the truth that I am capable and equipped to be a mom. I’m thankful to have the mom that I do because she’s such an amazing mom and role model for me. Thanks mama!!!!
There are many reasons that I want to document my pregnancy. I have so many friends and family all over the country and I want them be in this sweet journey with me. It’s so bittersweet that I’m away from my family and friends, and I feel like this will help them feel connected in a way. Also, I’ve journaled since I was in about 5th grade and I LOVE going back and reading what I wrote. This will help me and my future kiddos know what their mama was like and how I felt with them. My good friend Danielle, who has an AMAZING blog (Butler, Party of 3) documents her pregnancies as well, and it’s so sweet reading up on it and how she’s doing.
I go off of two dates for baby MacKay since the doctors had us a little further along than I had myself, so today baby MacKay is 13 weeks!! It’s so amazing and truly is a miracle the growth of a baby. I love these baby apps that explain things day by day and week by week. What a precious gift kiddos are!!!
Baby Growth:
Baby MacKay is the size of a peach AND as long as a pea pod!!
My Symptoms: I’ve got to say, I’ve been pretty thankful for how I’ve been feeling. I was worried because I had no morning sickness, food aversions, cravings, etc (I felt like it would validate that our baby was actually in my belly and these type of symptoms are what everyone always talks about), but nonetheless, I’m thankful to be feeling like ole Michelle. I feel like I’ve been kind of moody recently. Not all the time, but I get irritated fairly quickly. Sometimes I feel like I want to karate chop people, but I’m going to blame it on the hormones. 🙂
I’m also going to blame my hormones on my face breaking out and looking like a teenager. HOLY MOLY. It’s just crazy. I’ve been feeling pretty self conscious because of how badly my face is breaking out, but I’m hoping it’s just a phase. It hasn’t been this bad since my freshman year of college! haha Oh well, it’s worth going through for baby Mack. I’ve been using this natural remedy of castor oil and olive oil mix that my friend Katy told me about and I really like it. Also, my sweet sister-in-law also sent me a skin care regime from Rodan + Fields that I’ll be giving a try once the doctor gives it a thumbs up! Praying something works! I’m so thankful for sweet friends/family who look out for me.
I’ve also been fighting a head and sinus cold all last week and I just have to say that my husband is THE MAN. He’s been doing everything around the house and I’m so thankful for rest and him wanting to help out so much. Love him!!
Weight: My weight fluctuates a few pounds here and there, so it’s hard to tell if I’ve really gained any weight. We don’t have a scale at our house, so I rarely get to weight myself unless it’s at the doctors office, at a friends, or at work. I’m not too worried about the weight gain – as long as baby Mack and I are healthy that’s all I care about.
Gender: My siblings keep sending us girl vibes. We all want the same boy name, so it’s a little race to have the first boy. 🙂 Although, I think we’d be that family who has multiples of the same name. haha I’m excited to find out either way what we are having! Can I just say that I have a major love/hate relationship with Pinterest because there’s SO many adorable things for little boys and girls. Can’t even handle. We have about 8ish more weeks until we find out the gender (at the 20 week mark!!) and I CANNOT WAIT!!! It’ll be so sweet to finally be able to call this little baby by name!
Sleep: I’m sleeping so-so. I’ve been making the mistake of drinking a lot of water in the evening so I am waking up a TON just to go to the bathroom. Also, there are so many do’s and don’ts out there for sleeping so I roll over a lot and just try to get comfy. Thankfully I can still sleep on my tummy! I’m going to enjoy this one until I start to get a bump/uncomfortable!
Cravings: I wish I could say that I’ve had some!! I think Justin just wants me to crave something so he can go out and get it for me. haha He’s so sweet. I’ve wanted certain foods, but I don’t want them enough to go out and get it. Mustard pretzels would be one that I can think of. They just sounds delish to me!
Work Outs: Ah. I wish I could say I’ve been working out, but right now it’s pretty non-existent. The thought is there, but I’ve made excuses for the most part. I want to get a membership to the Y so I could start swimming, but that’s why I originally joined the Y about a year ago and I went swimming, well, never. So, we’ll see what I end up doing! Sometimes, if I’m feeling energized during lunch I’ll go for walks around the lakes and get some fresh air. I really enjoy doing that. I also do some squats while brushing my teeth, does that count? haha It’s been getting dark outside right after work, so I’m looking forward to it staying light outside longer so Justin and I can work out outside together. I love working out with my hubby!
Best Pregnancy Moment This Week: Finally telling friends and co-workers about baby MacKay on the way!!! It’s been so hard not to tell people! Another moment that I love is when we told both of our families about baby Mack. We told them all on Christmas Eve (we sent my parents a little package since we were in Tennessee with Justin’s family) and it was such an exciting and nervous feeling having them open a Christmas gift revealing that they were going to be grandparents. It was so fun seeing their reactions. And it was so exciting getting to hear my family over the phone. This is the first grandchild for my parents (and first great grandchild for my Omi!) and this will be the fifth grandchild for my in-laws! Also, I love that my sister loves to talk to baby Mack already. 🙂 Such sweet, sweet moments.
Goals for next week: Start doing some work outs. Drink more water (get a glass water bottle!). Eat more veggies. Don’t be lazy and make some Magic Bullet smoothies that I talk about everyday. Be more intentional with my time. Make a chiropractor appointment.
Thank you for following in this journey with us! We are so, so thankful for friends and family who are so loving and supportive. Baby Mack is one lucky baby and is so loved already!